hi readers :)
you are currently reading a blog own by a demanding, irritating and flirtatious bitch.
this blog is full of cursing
so if you don't wanna get affected by all my moody stuff, you can chose to leave
basically, i have lose around 5 friends today
or maybe more.
oh, were they even friends to me?
let me tell you what these friends does
first, they think i'm flirtatious just because my trust for B is 50% last time
second, i talk to guys
third, i ignore them and go with the guys
four, i talk to ******
well, you might be thinking that is kinda lame for me to be flirtatious just because of the above 4 things
well, yeah!
this people are lame enough to make assumption and put words into my mouth
i talked to him because he is my friend
i don't fuck care if you are jealous that i talk to him or whatsoever
its because you don't have the fucking damn guts to go talk to him
it does not mean that you can control who go and talk to him
why don't you put me in the "ban list" named "person that cannot talk to ******" list :)
isn't it brilliant?
idk if you are childish or possessive
but i tell you
GET A DAMN FUCKING LIFE!
who are you to control who i talk to?
you are no one to control who the damn fuck i talk to okay
you are just a fucking backstabber who is also a hypocrite and at the same time, a slut!
you say i flirt?
look at how many guys surrounding you
a slut calling me a flirt?
how ironic lah!
get the damn facts right before you start making assumptions slut
and just to remind you
this very same "friend" of mine tried to spoil my relationship just because i talk to ******
she told B to leave me because i will hurt him with my flirtatious act
(wow, i'm scared!)
and she even say i'm sensitive
(yeah, whatever!)
well, i don't see why i'm sensitive you know
she is the one being sensitive because i talk to the guy she likes, she got jealous and start to babble like some kind of bitch
then after that still can call me and tell me to not leave B
he's a good guy and whatever
so you see, you tell him to leave me then you tell me to not leave him
so you wanna see me get hurt lah?
that's like your final "goal" or something right?
actually, he don't have to leave me to make me hurt
by saying that i'm flirtatious hurts enough
but after tonight, i'm not gonna fuck care anymore
you guys can say whatever you want
say i'm flirtatious also can
but i tell you
I FUCKING CURSE YOU TO GET KARMA OKAY!
I CURSE CURSE CURSE CURSE YOU!
I CURSE YOU CURSE YOU CURSE YOU CURSE YOU!
someone told me that i got a lot of opinions
so i changed
then now she say "i don't wanna tell huimin stuff cause she only replies oh, okay"
FUCK YOU LAH!
SHOVE A FUCKING GARDEN FORK IN YOUR PUSSY MAN!
i got opinion say can don't have so many opinions or not
say oh, okay then it irritates you also
then what the hell you want
just tell me lah
change also wrong
don't change also wrong
i really don't know what to do leh
and for all of your info, the reason why i will talk to guys and ignore you all
oh well, i think you guys go figure out yourself
if you guys still think its because i think that you guys are bitching about me when you are not, then you guys are super wrong!
idk if its because you guys don't know me well enough or you guys are just oblivious and only lives in your own small little world
you know what, fuck it okay
fuck you
fuck everything
FUCK YOU!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!
take that and fuck off!
FUCK YOU TO THE DAMN FUCKING CORE!
i'm so lazy to fix this stupid screwed up shit
i give up
i put my hands down
i wash my hands off this matter
say whatever you all want
and lastly
CURSE YOU ALL!
FUCK YOU ALL!
BYE AND FUCK OFF! :)

a lie is always more convincing than the truth
that's why at the very last minute, people still choose to lie even though the other party know the truth already
the other party will either view the person as a big fat liar or be disappointed
if it happens to you, would you choose to forgive and forget or hold on to this big fat lie that is still being told by that liar?
people changes real fast
i hate this
a moment, we were so close
the next moment, you got snatched away by another person
and i'm left there, staring at how you guys communicate and have fun
while i'm all alone, waiting for someone to come and talk to me and get me into what's happening
in the end, it is still a big NO!
maybe it is the fate of my life
i can never have true friends around me
they choose to leave me behind and go with another person who used to be my friend
the world is unfair?
i would totally agree to this saying.
my life is unfair
my world is unfair
and even people treat me unfairly
maybe because god gave me B so i have to lose it all
its like a return gift for what god has done for me
you guys can say i'm damn demanding to B or whatever
but what matter most is whether B minds or not
i might be demanding sometime but i don't need you guys to bitch around me behind my back whether i'm demanding to him or not
its not as though he is very bothered by it
if he is, he can leave me
i don't give a fuck
but if he choose to stay and endure my "demandingness"
then you guys better shut the fuck up and accept it
and now, my bf is pushing me away and wants me to watch new moon with another guy
even he don't want me, what's there to live for?
everyone abandoned me
my family
my friends
even my bf
i might as well die cause no one will even tear for me when they know that i'm dead.
RIP huimin.

i hope the world ends like the movie 2012 so i can don't face all the irritating people and troubles
it sucks like seriously!
i can't stand another moment of this man
i really feel like dying
the performance went okay
the guys were awesome
i forgot my steps as usual -.-
still went well though
ate and now i'm back to be a couch potato
well, thinking through of what happen today
teared.
gonna shuddup and skip this part
so......
gonna watch my show and sleep
see you guys tmr at 4pm at clementi bus interchange!
CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR'S TON-ING!!! :D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!

its been long since i update
many things happen
not gonna talk about it
bad thing: 1) intruder. bitch that never seem to fuck off. a wtf person.
2) someone super thick skin. also never seem to fuck off. suck up bitch.
good things: dance. dance. more dance :)
so......
yesterday was yvonne's brithday
my dearest!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D:D:D
today.......
went to contemp
chng ask me whether i can dance for YOG so i said yes
learn the dance
showed mr eugene
went pretty awesome :D
head to MOS at cityvibe with Nab, Ama, Jas, Keith, Elias, ZM.
underpass to dance
Just Acia to eat dinner after dancing
just acia is like the best place to have dinner after dancing
free flow of drinks and ICE SCREAMMMMMM! (ice cream)
was quite pissed btw.
totally feel like telling her to fuck off but i didn't.
skip skip skip the bad part.
esplanade with B to practise dane and had a talk
well, i'm pretty irritated with things now.
not really all B stuff
but just some of them
i feel like locking myself in my room and not go out tmr but i can't
i have dance performance
i don't pretty much wanna see her face btw
but i have no choice
i feel like sleeping tonight and never wake up
the world is a mess!
or maybe its just my life
my life sucks
i encourage all friends to leave me
and special friend to leave me as well
in case i get even more demanding and all
get a better friend and a better girl :)
its an advice cause i don't think i deserve you guys and .....
if you guys still prefer to stick around me, i might really lock myself up so i don't see someones face.
for real!
i had enough
i hope she can fuck off so that everything will be how it is one and a half years back
totally regretted for ...........................
Bye to people who are still reading this empty like siao space!

O's over!!!!!!!!!
all wild people gonna party all night :D
hahaha!
today is the happiest day of my life
its finally official
i love you so much okay?
its never gonna change
was touch to see the letter you gave
i hate you so much man!
make me cry like twice in a day
go bang wall lah!
hahahaha!
and girls, this is the last time you guys bluff me to help him ah!
ITS A WARNING!
i hope everything turns out well, seriously :)

managed to catch jennifer's body and this is it!
MJ is just awesomest awesome okay?
friggin teard when its the Smooth Criminal part
it is my fav. MJ song
why?
hahaha!
its really stupid!
when i was young, i was super fantasized about the 45 degree thingy that he can do

i found him super dope!
that's why i love that song so much!
then those stupid media have to say that its fake cause they put some magnet thingy
but its alright!
i will continue to be deceived in my small little world and enjoy Smooth Criminal :)
muahahaaaa!
sneaked someone in for Jennifer's Body
Megan Fox is just so friggin SEXAAAAYYYYEEEE
a guy could easily fall for her okay
and its the sane for girls
seriously lah!
who else can be so sexy?
even Angelina Jolie lose out as compared to her.
her body is dope :)
MJ is even better
he's like the only one that understand the fact about conserving the nature
and human cannot manipulate the nature in the way we want
seriously!
he should continue to live and even be the ambassador for nature
it starts with us!
the government is too busy earning money that they don't friggin care about conserving energy and stuff that harm the nature/world.
alright, i sound like a eco-noob here
but its just the fact.
tmr is physics paper
hope i can do well cause chem was a blast :D:D:D

1 more day to O level
pray for my people!
hahahaha!
BY FAITH, I CAN GET 14 AND BELOW FOR L1B4!
GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!